long time no c sabah..hahah

hey..its been long time i din post anything in blog..quiet busy for last month..ready for my fashion school exam..and now the exam is pass ..but still have get the letter that to confirm that either i can pass..ow..did anyone know what am i writing..while typing the words while thinking did i make any wrong sentences..ahhaha..really long time do write or speak with English..sometimes cant understand what im talking too..yeah..after a month i will back sabah for holiday..for RELAX...been 9 months i dont have the feeling of RELAX...everyday busy busy busy..tired tired tired..stress stress stress...finally can back sabah..can back my home..watch tv sleep eat dreaming..although just for 2 to 3 weeks..but really appreciate for it..appreciate..hm..did i wrong using of this word?_dun care..just cant wait for it..sabah..imcoming!!!.tanoshimi!!!!

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preparing for my Fashion school's exam

ITs had been long time i dint leave any messg here..IT had been quiet busy weeks passed for these days..Sometimes busy until can felt that tired of these life..but im still fighting for my future..tat`s me..Since i decide to choose to be here..i knew i cant get back to usual..i know that much more hard challenging is waiting for me and i not sure either i can make over them..but i really will try my best..how hard it is..i also wont disappoint my parents and friends..Since came here..really found out that learning a language is more hard than learning fashion..and i have to study a language within a year which they take 12 years to learn..its impossible but try to make it possible..i can make it till today really unbelievable for me..i learned to get stronger ..i learned to independence.. but one thing bad is..i forgot a lot of own languages..

マレーシア人として 光栄と思う

最近、私は　日本で　日本人に　軽視されたのが　多かった。バイトをするとき、お客様は　話すが　速すぎで、了解できなかった。そのとき　親切な言葉も　言われた。例えば、゛わからないか?自分の国へかえろ! 永遠に　掃除するだけ! 、いろいろな鋭敏な言葉を言われた。そのまえに、いつも　日本人は　親切だと思っていた。今は、ぜんぜん違う。マレーシアで　敬語をあまり　使わないけど、誰にも　親切にする、特に　外国人。それで　外国人は　いつも　マレーシア人に　優しいの印象を　持っている。マレーシア人は　3人種がいるけど、人種差別主義者がないので、みんな　平和に　生きる。日本人に聞いて、丁寧と敬語が　いちばん　大切てしょう。なぜ　生活で　軽視するがある?　本当に　かっかった。にほんごは　上手に　話せないけど、最低に わたしに　敬語をするてしょう。もし　外国にいるとき、私と　同じことを　あえば、どう　思う?言うだけじゃなくて、自分も　行動したほうがいいでしょう。いい人は　いい反応が　もらえると　信じている。

been 6 months in japan

its already been 6 months lived in japan..within this 6 months,from end of winter,summer till autumn..everyday concentrated on japanese language studies,while study while work for part time job..what knowledges i had get for these 6 months..actually im still confuse..everyday study japanese..step by step..japanese language level up and up everyday..but still not sure my standard until where..still not sure when i can start my own future..purpose i came to japan just hope that i can get my fashion skill uplevel..really up level..i hope that my future university don't disappoint me as well..hope that my energy on studying japanese not wasting my time and concentration..godbless